Why am I blocking while trying to write a sex scene?  Like some of my fics are literally nothing but sex scenes, and it takes me 17k words to get to this one and I’m finally here and I’m all “hand, skin…contours…smooth” idek

Can someone try to tag me?  I’m having issue with my artist (and myself) not being able to, and I’m trying to figure out who else might be affected (I was tagged once today, so I don’t think it’s universal).  Starting to feel like maybe I don’t really exist…

From Cleaving Chapter 6:

“Babbo play?” Nathan asked, as they both leaned down to remove their shoes.

“You bet! We’re both yours for the rest of the day. What new toy do you want to play with first?”

The afternoon passed in a lazy, joyful tangle of toys and boys on the
floor in front of the Christmas tree. Zach loved how Chris always
invested himself fully in whatever he was doing with Nathan. He was
currently guarding a sofa fort/rebel alliance stronghold while Jedi
knights Nathan, Bar and Gustafer, protected a herd of dinosaurs from…
Zach didn’t know. But they were all in, and Zach had been sent
for provisions (aka Christmas cookies). They’d managed to get all the
toys out of their packaging and pressed into service, the boxes
relegated to the garage. So now the entire living room was part of the
game.

Guys, I’m seriously considering rewriting part of a chapter I’ve already posted just so I can include a toy train and have Chris surprise Nathan by changing into his own overalls so they can match and both be engineers.  Because Bleary!Chris totally would.