I’ve been scrambling for two days to try to ensure a work project I’ve been trying to put together for months doesn’t get derailed by a manager wanting his team to get part of the work. And for a few hours it really looked like the whole thing was going to blow up. And I just now got the email saying “Okay, looks good, Go forward” and I’m so fucking relieved I want to shut down my computer and have a drink…but I’ve been scrambling instead of doing other work.
**whines** Adulting is hard!!
talewii replied to your post “I’m successfully writing on the train!”
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work I do my writing in a tiny notebook that fits in my pocket and I
lay in wait of the terrifying day that I lose it and someone reads it.
So I feel your pain on the writing porn in public thing, I guess was the point of that story idk
That’s awesome! I know, borrowing writing time from RL time always feels fraught with danger. God forbid the PTA ever learns what my hobby is.
I just came home from a trip where I learned that several work projects are not going well, and I really don’t like my job, and my husband told me that he’s felt for YEARS that he’s my lowest priority (after work, girls, online friends and writing). I think he’s only here now because of the children, which is something I never wanted to model for my kids.
I still love him, and don’t want him to feel like that. There is only so much of me to go around.
So…
I use writing as an escape from my life. I need to focus on my life so I don’t need to escape it permanently.
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