solohux-main:

When Spock is explaining to Uhura about how he melded with Pike when he
was dying and found that Pike was experiencing the same feelings he had felt when Vulcan had been destoryed, the camera stays on Kirk when he says “such a feeling is something I choose never to experience again.” Later
on, all of the emotions he listed previous were evident in Spock’s
expressions during Kirk’s death scene, like he didn’t have the choice to
‘not feel’ this time because the emotions were so overwhelming. Spock did experience all those feelings again when saying goodbye to Jim. I may be looking too much into it but there you have it (っ◕‿◕)っ ♥

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